RePost: Just Want to Show Love...

to a Man I've Never Met,
but he still made me -- ;-)
... and then Strip For Him
with the following words that Sistah Helesi turned me onto:
*these words make me giddy...

Strip for me - by Lamar Hill

She said she wanted to have sex with strings attached
but only to her arms and wrist
Said she had had her heart broken too many times to ever walk down that road again
she said she only wanted to partake in the physical
said she wanted me to fill her chest with my treasure
then afterwords pretend as if I had never even met her
but there was something about the way her insides taste
after they had marinated over night
that made me wonder what it would take to have this woman wake up next to me for the rest of my life
to abandon my feelings of abandonment
to make every women who came before her a blur
see the fact of the matter is I want to reinvent the wheel with her
I want to find deffirent reasons to fall in love every single minute
that's why I contimplate diffrent positions to keep her interested every time i'm in it
that's why I treat her sweat like holy water
trying to absorb every drop into my skin
so when I'm going through the hardships of my day I can always revert back to her skin
so I told her to Strip for me
told her to take off that thing that makes it impossible for her to commit
and commit to getting rid of it
told her to take off the stigma of failed relationships in the past
told her to slide out of her ex man
told her to take off all the baggage, and just lie in front of me naked
told her sex was cool
but making love is sacred
forget how you stayed up until all hours of the night
wondering if he was even gone bother to come home tonight
forget the bump and bruses
the lies and excuses
the mediocre sex that he didn't even bother to shower for
cause in my eyes you a virgin
pure as the darkest night
and sure you might have given your body away a few times
but you never bothered to open your mind
so in the same way the moon has power over the sea
you have power over me
and I won't be satisfied until you come nine times
why nine?
cause nine is the number of completion
it serves notice to the creator that we have found peace within
but first I need you to strip for me
Take off all the memories of every ill fated one night stand
every failed second chance
all the nights wanting romance
take off all the misery
thinking you had to endure his bullshit
cause ya'll had history
I want you to unbutton the suffering
slide out of the doubt
cause it's all about you
everytime I walk in the room I'm consumed by the power that exudes from your womb
and he was a fool not to pay homage to a goddess
your body is timeless
I want you to strip for me
soul bare
mind open
Focused
believe you deserve love just like the rest
believe your body can be used for more then sex
I want you to strip for me
emotionally
then I want us to start new
I want you to strip for me
cause I've already stripped for you.

Unfortunately, there's no YouTube version of him reading it, but u MUST check his MySpace page just to hear a voice that'll make the ladies wanna melt....
http://www.myspace.com/lamarhill

I originally posted this on Thursday, May 24, 2007.

Had 2 REPOST after I was blessed 2 meet Brother Lamar Anthony Hill at: Taalam Acey Presents_DemystifyNYC, Bowery Poetry Club on Wednesday, May 27, 2009.
Wow! 2 years & 3 days after original posting ...

Grown Freakin' Friday: ADULT subject matter for those over 18

This new weekly feature that Cap's a-musin' on was sparked by the deep response to a "simple" question I asked about Porn Enthusiasts. Now, I'm going to start with the most basic question and we will build up from here each week. I promise the questions will get more interesting after we lay the ground work.

First of all: What is porn? What do U consider porn? And how do U feel about porn (are u an enthusiast, never use it, occasional assistance is cool, etc.)?

*According to FreeDictionary.com:
porn - creative activity (writing or pictures or films etc.) of no literary or artistic value other than to stimulate sexual desire.

CAP's two-cent: If that's the definition -- most of those videos for sale are not porn because they are not EVEN creative! LOL! What they are - I have no idea.

*According to Wikipedia:
Pornography or porn is the explicit depiction of sexual subject matter, especially with the sole intention of sexually exciting the viewer.

CAP's two-cent: This seems to fit my idea of porn a bit more. But, what do I know. What do U think?

*click image for source.

When I return ..... REAL Grown-Folk Talk....

Okay, so I'm inspired by the responsiveness & real discussion that occurred in the Porn Enthusiasts post. So, when I return - I'd like to continue that discussion with Real Grown Folk Talk Friday's (seems like the best day for such a subject, to me;-): starting NEXT Friday, April 11th. Busy gitting my hustle ON tomorrow;-).

I am reminded of a line from the historic play, which NEEDS to be revived: What the Wine-Sellers Buy, "Get her mind, then her body will be easy."

U all be well! Look forward to seeing those who can make it to DC! Safe travels to all of us who have to be on planes, trains & automobiles:-).


*click image for source.

The Multifaceted Many Faces of Me

I guess this post is inspired by Sistah Kiki but written with my newest interest in mind, since I encourage him to read my blog. Kiki jokes (i think:-) about her multiple personalities. But the truth is we all have multiplicities. I want him to get to know me and I want to get to know him. Sometimes peeling back another person's layers is...um...a challenge. Maybe this post will help him to understand me a bit bettah (and may clear up some things for those who think they know me;-). I hear men say they love the "newness" provided by multiple women - I say I'm all the women any one man will ever need & be able to handle;-).

CapCity is a wonderful conundrum:
Hard as nails
Sweet as pie
A Hood girl (well, when I came of age we were 'Round the Way girls;-)
Sheltered/Daddy's Girl
Well educated
Has a lot to learn ;-)
Loyal
Will Drop U like a Hot 'tata
Avid Reader
Budding Writer
Baptist/Walking Closer to God
Spiritual/embracing & learning many faiths

A Grown Azz Woman
A Big Azz Baby
Funny az Heck
Serious as all get out
Lets a lot of shyt slide
Don't take much shyt
Patient
Hate to repeat myself
Urban born & raised
Country azz Hayl;-)
Creative
Stumped by simple concepts ... sometimes
Very Private
Extremely Outgoing
Shy...welll...hesitant in some areas;-)
Quite Confident
A Leader
Willing to Follow
Quiet
Will talk ya 2 deaf;-)
Can throw down in the kitchen
Love living in restaurant "central" (NYC has the best!;-)
Like to laze around
Love to get up & at it!
Morning person
Night Owl
Tom Boyish
Girly Girl

Fly azz Hayl;-)
Will schlump around/B a Plain "Jane"
Have little interest in sports
Loves live events (including sports;-)
Like the coziness of home
Love to be out on the town!
Courageous
Afraid ... to trust others
HATES wrestling
ENJOYS boxing/kickboxing/martial arts;-)
Fiercely Independent
Willing to be submissive (in God's sense of that word/concept;-)
Health conscious
Love to get my eat & drank ON! ;-)
Hate to pack
Love to Travel
Hate to Shop
Love fly gear;-)
Thrifty
Have expensive taste

...and there are still more layers to fold back;-)